*c.e.k.e.l.a.t*

selamat hari raya hari untuk kita bersuka ria mintak mak, kueh sepotong saya mau makan kerna perot kosong selamat hari raya jeng..jeng..jeng!! yeah, syukur alhamdulillah sy dpt lg sambut hari raya aidilfitri tahun ni~ sangat sonok, berhari raya dgn penoh gembira even kerja melambak2 xsiap! macam2 cita pasal raya taun nih. baju raya xsiap, kene dera kemas rumah, cari songkok zakuan, siapkan hantaran wan, g marhaban stlh beberapa taun xpegi, g open house sanasini..xsenonoh je smue tuh.. 2hari sblm raya, ain, akeem n mucit blk kg.ya bila mereka blk kg, semua jd kelam kabut. sampai2 kg, tros ckp 'kak ily, nk maen bunga api' sambil tgn pegang 1beg bunga api. mungkin ke sy tolak pelawaan mereka??mmg xla. tros kluar cri lilin, men bunga api,haha..habes 2 kotak bunga api mereka main, ulangan, 2 KOTAK ye, bukan 2bungkus. rasanya if sy xsorokkn lg 2kotak, mmg dh abes smua bunga api mlm tuh. bila dh penat men bunga api, 'kak ily, nk balik kg kak yam ' camtu la mereka kan,...

she the one i feel most comfortable with, she the one i share my feeling with, she the one i shed my tear with, she the one i love to talk with, she the one who teach me not to give up, she the one who accept me for who i am, she the one who make me more stronger, she the one who give me advice when i need it, she my BEST FRIEND <3 a.y.a.m! saya sayang family saya~

hari nih, petang nih, kwn2 baek sy sudah berjaya mendapat scroll master n part 2 mereka,jeles!! kak ross, pasha sendat n justin dah selamat kerja coz mereka dh grad taun lepas (xg gak convo mereka!)cik ayam n cik lembu lg dh lama penuh poket kumpul duet nak kawen, so tinggal sy sorg je la yg maseh lg terkapai2 belajar,demm~ but sy habes dl dr kulendam n hambalina, yeah!! beliau2 la kwn2 baek yg sy kenal sejak 1st yr dgree lg,dh 5taun sy kwn ngn beliau2 nih,huhu..nk sebut semua nama, mmg xdan la, but yg paling sy nk mention gak muhamad elin, kaka aina, kaka misha, alice, wan tam, si gemok farid n nur ejat. sori sbb xdpt ke penang tuk clebrate kejayaan anda2 semua. even dh janji ngn muhamad elin, tp nti ada masa, kite chill sama2 ye. mungkin skrg beliau2 still lg dlm DTSP nebes tgu nama kne panggil, but congratulation!! saya sayang family saya~

bgn jam 9pm.lapa.mandi.nk buat cekodok.potong bawang.cuci bilis.cari mangkuk.campak telur ayam. eh, jap..mane tepung??demm..tepung xde.ibarat order nasi goreng paprik tp xde nasi.lame!! tepung gandum cap sauh lebih enak d makan begitu saja *nasib baek ade org tlg belikn, wee~ saya sayang family saya~

wanna help u, but u just ignore me.. soo pathetic!! *now i got what u mean! saya sayang family saya~

bila kita selesa, kita terdorong tuk menolak segala macam perubahan ***** si anak 1: mak, akak tak suka la mkn mee goreng, sok kite mkn nasi ayam ek si emak: hurmm,boleh je.akak tny adek dulu ek. si anak 1: adek, mak ckp start sok kita bekpes nasi ayam, xnk mee goreng dah. si anak 2: iskhh, xnk la.kn selalu mkn mee goreng, knape nk tuka lak?!! si anak 1: ade aku kesah??? **end** isu mudah, perubahan.berapa ramai ant kita yg bersedia tuk accept apa saja perubahan yg hadir dlm hidup kita?? for me, sy perlu berfikir dgn akal yg waras terlebih dahulu, but normally its take times n kadang2 sy menolak perubahan. setiap perubahan ad pro n con nye. buat apa kite buat perubahan if in the end, ianya hanyalah menyusahkan kita. ada perubahan yg boleh dterima ngn hati terbuka n ada perubahan yg langsung tak masuk akal. kadang2 kite buat perubahan hanya untuk kepentingan diri sendiri tanpa memikirkan situasi sekeliling. tak salah mencuba perubahan baru, n tak salah menolak perubahan...

I can be tough I can be strong But with you, it's not like that at all There's a girl who gives a shit behind this wall You've just walked through it And I remember all those crazy things you said You left them running through my head You're always there, you're everywhere But right now I wish you were here. All those crazy things we did Didn't think about it, just went with it You're always there, you're everywhere But right now I wish you were here Damn, Damn, Damn, What I'd do to have you here, here, here I wish you were here. Damn, Damn, Damn What I'd do to have you near, near, near I wish you were here. I love the way you are It's who I am, don't have to try hard We always say, say like it is And the truth is that I really miss All those crazy things you said You left them running through my head You're always there, you're everywhere But right now I wish you were here. All those crazy thing...

takut.sedih.nervous.celaru 'ya ALLAH, kau berikan lah yg terbaik untuk ku dan keluarga ku, amin"~ saya sayang family saya~

semester 3 dh start secara rasmi nya pg td with kls pembangunan koku yg d kansel kn after 30minit duk memekak dlm kls ngn aircond xberfungsi+kusi berterabur+lantai kotor..uhh,kemon la, kate fakulti baru, xkn burok cm 10tahun dh kne tinggal?? xpela, xkesah la, asl kn sy maseh boleh mnuntut ilmu as preparation tuk jd pendidik yg berjaya (ceewah!) semoga semua nya berjalan lancar sem ni, semoga sy dapat menyelesaikn master sy, semoga sy cepat dapat kawen keje, amin!! love pirate!! *pejam celik pejam celik, tgl 1sem lg nk blaja, sedih!! saya sayang family saya~

dah hampir 2minggu sy selamat menjalankan latihan mengajar d Politeknik Merlimau, n hampir 1minggu sy lupa nak publish post bout LM sy coz bz raya (konon!) 26 ogos 2011, my last day at PMM. overall, sy sgt hepi, bukan sbb dah abes lm tp sbb dpt experience yg sgt2 menakjubkan sepanjang sy lm. memang la awl2 lm, rasa cam pelik je, rasa cm busan je,tp as times goes on, semuanya jadi biasa. rasa cam dh sebati je dgn diri, n sampai skrg, sy still akan bgn kul 6.15 am even xwat ape2 pun. 1st experience mengajar, sangat nebes, blurr!! gigil 1badan rasa cam nk viva lg, n lastly dlm kls just brief the whole sem schedule n bg students kluar awal,huhu~ paling xleh lupa, waktu 1st observation, 1 of my students ckp 'cik, rilex je.kalo cik ajr slh pon xpe, kitorg xkesah' . haha, malu~ nmpk sgt sy mmg nebes, bab tersasul ckp mmg xleh nak control la.macam2 bunyik kluar. but luckily semua student sy sgt sporting, xbyk ragam even umur mereka lebih kurang sy n ada yg lg tua dr sy. terima kasi...

perfect first date??hemm..lama dh xdate, tp kalo date minggu lepas secara berjemaah dikire x?? (haha,gatal!!) dulu 1st time date, tepi longkang skola je mkn eskrim cornetto drumstick sambil sengeh2 cam org gile,haha..tu dah bes perfect dh 1st date kami tapi best la, cam sweet je (jijik!!) pas eskrim dh abes, gigi pom dh abes tyg, kami pom balik la ostel. itu je?? eh2, ad lg, b4 kami date, encek X sangat setia support sy prektis netball even time tu matahari cm tinggi bangunan 4tingkat je. teringat pulak camne beliau sgt risau bila kaki sy terseliuh time prektis netball. rasa cam puteri raja, nk buat apa2, semu ada org tlg buatkan,wee~ but now, for coming first date (coming??ade ke??), sy nk date kami just follow the flow.means xnk planning ape, just buat apa yg sy nk buat time tuh. for example, kalo time kluar date tuh, sy tetibe teringin nk mkn mekdi, kami pegi la mekdi, kalau sy rase nk g shopping, sy kikis la duet beliau, haha..tp xsuka date g tgk wayang, xbest.rasa cm kne control...